The Worst Gold Diggers Author – Bella is your average 25 yr old mom but with a serious bypolar disorder her bypolar has bypolar, told me she wasnt over me- she was kissing and touching and getting all interested in showing her feelings, i leave her house and she doesnt want to talk. couple nights ago she got trashed at the bar she works at near 66 st and 118 ave cause i told her i was gonna leave her then the next day she wakes up and blocks me after she told me she wants this future with me and loves me wen those words have to mean something real not just words and she abused the emotional side of me wen i was vulnerable and makes me feel like i wish i was dead the bar is called dusters u want anal and good head shes dressed like a tramp. the last person that she felt this way for was shot in front her and she makes me feel i wish i was in his spot cause i begged her not to put me through this.